No reason?

So as I sit here listening to Obadiah beg and whine -- pacing between the living room and kitchen, as if he thinks he deserves a treat -- I just keep wishing there was a reason behind Liv's death. I joined a couple of fan pages on Facebook for those dealing with stillbirth last night, and it's just amazing how many people are in our shoes. While there are many that have answers, there are just as many that don't. There are so many that hear the same words we did..."I'm sorry, but there is no heartbeat." What a nightmare. All of these little babies gone too soon, with parents left with empty arms.

On one particular Facebook Fan page, someone wrote:

Another time of heartbreak

Another hour of fear

Another day spent crying

Just wishing you were here.

Another time of loneliness

Another mask I have to wear

Another desperate feeling

My life so full of despair.

Another day I wish was different

Another day I miss you so

Another day I want you oh so much

And never let you go.

But...

On a different day, I'll meet you

On a different day I'll smile

On a different day I'll hold my baby

My special angel child.

I thought of you with love today, but that is nothing new.

I thought of you yesterday, and days before that too.

I think of you in silence, I often speak your name.

All I have are memories and a picture in a frame.

Your memory is a keepsake, with which I'll never part.

God has you in His keeping, I have you in my heart.